Blink

I've never left FROM my mother's towards "the outside world", it's always been the other way around. Weird, but just don't question it. Civilization is a tricky thing out where she lives... if you squint yours eyes and turn your head (and avoid the cows) you can see PEOPLE sometimes. It kinda makes me happy when I see other real people now. I'm kinda wacked out without PEOPLE around ever. I miss neighbors. This is gonna be a long summer.

But anyway I'm getting off topic... I'm trying to find the way to my Aunt's house so that I can possibly get internet access for an hour or two and I'm thinking out loud, "I think I turn right at the yellow flashing light." Lauren responds: "There's a FLASHING light?!"

I'm bored out of my mind. I'm crazy.

I got a summer job lifeguarding at a country club. When I told my stepsister she asked if it was like a strip club. No... just golf and swimming.

The most perfect words still don't give enough justice

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One year ago tomorrow I was in the one walking across stage shaking a hand I didn't know, accepting my high school diploma. Today was her turn. Although it did seem as if it was last week that we were digging up worms near the creek in the backyard of our grandparents house.

It wasn't long ago that we were yet again running away from home because we knew we couldn't stand it there any longer. So we filled backpacks with the required stuffed animals we could never live without, grabbed a couple juice boxes and headed off around the block... then were back home before anyone noticed we had left.

As kids, maybe we had it a little rough... but so many had it much tougher. We went through a lot together, helped each other though it. I had her, she had me... we felt safer that way. I feel like I know that one day we aren't going to be able to be there to help each other decide anymore. The day will come, neither of us can stop it. But she'll always be my life friend... I can never stop missing her no matter where I run to.
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Spidey 3 was amazing, the other two were better.

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Dearest,
Smile. You mean so much to me. I miss you.

The oh so lovely highlights of finals week so far.

Yeah... I feel like shooting my foot.

Hmm... I know that ALL who read this are hanging on every word I write, bursting to know every little detail I choose to release... Soooooo what else can I do? I must satisfy. Finals... I hate finals. I hate tests. I hate school. I complain a lot. Okay, stopping... don't know where I'm going with this...

Finals week:
1) Squirt gun fight. Woo!!
2) The sun gracing the campus with its presence
3) Sleep pattern disturbance... for some reason my body officially refuses to allow sleep to overtake until early morning hours. :(
4) Rewriting an entire English research paper in a little over an hour without cheating.
5) And still... I have 3 more tests left to take!

From the words of one so wise "nnnnngghhh"!!

I'm making a visit to see Mike this weekend. Yay!

And after this weekend I get to look forward to
Spiderman, lugging boxes, and 100 degree weather... bring it.

The SUN is SHINING!

Finally, some sunshine.




Somehow her shirt managed to stay semi-clean... it was just her face that was caked in mud.

I miss everyone. School is almost over and my room is all empty-like and the walls are all lonely-like. And I don't want to take finals. And I'm gonna miss my suitemates so much. I hate them, I really do.