I just want to show off my picture I took.

Last night was our suite's Christmas party. We went to a little restaurant. I wish I'd enjoyed it more, it could've been fun... When we got back, I watched Grey's Anatomy until late hours in the night. Today we made a gingerbread house and hung up lights. Anyone could easily confuse us with seven little 5th graders.

The past few days have been the roughest days that I've been here. I'm second guessing myself... with everything.

I think too much.

Too much lack of sleep. Too much crap. Too much...

Christmas is starting to depress me.

My head is pounding. And I deserve every throb.